It’s no secret that my perception could use little work I ask you though Isn’t reasonable to feel The way I do right now? Isn’t reasonable to feel Burned and tired? Scared yet optimistic? Love and Hate? All at the same time I’m starting to learn that…. I have mixed emotions Every moment is different One minute I feel tired The next I feel optimistic I’m just trying to figure it out I find myself confused Someone help me! Why am I here? Is it okay to grieve Over the ones you love? I miss my family so much my mother was a wonderful person, but she caused A lot of damage doesn't mean I wanted Her to go now… My father had his problems But he was mine. Look at the destruction. I lost both of them Unnecessarily and I am Here without the family I created or born into. What’s the true cost of freedom? I have mixed emotions Every moment is different One moment I feel happy now it’s all gone I’m left here to pick up the pieces….Then again my perception could use some work my outlook is extremely Bleak because of the way I feel and the damage that has been done over the years! I’m finding this a lot Harder that I thought. I find myself unable To let go so easily Someone help me! I've got to stop and Take control over my life before it’s too late
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